I don't know. [ It comes out angry and sudden, and for a moment she actually looks shocked at herself. But the anger sweeps back in, shoving her surprise aside ]

You've always been an annoyance, but at least you did your job. And now one little boy has you questioning my every move, and it's infuriating. I should want you dead. I should have killed you the moment you spoke out of turn, but I didn't and I don't know why.