[ A small part of him thinks, Oh thank the gods, I'm not the only crazy guy bound to a Siren.
Another part of him thinks, Shit, sorry, Maya.
A third part of him thinks, She still can't read your mind, dumbass. It sounds suspiciously like Maya.
He's mostly quiet as Maya explains their situation, only interjecting a comment here and there. Mostly they're explanations or clarifications on Ravager operations, what their standard procedures are. (Sometimes it's strange to think how a band of mercenaries has such predictable code of conduct, but Yondu always did like things his way.)
When Maya gets up to-- recent events, Peter pretends to be occupied with examining the room. Mostly he just doesn't want to see their faces. Sure, he was in good company where demonic heritage was concerned, but while Maya and Lilith were still oddly human, Peter can't shake the feeling that his other side was stripped of everything that made him himself, that he became a monster.
He turns back as Maya's finishing up, just in time to catch Lilith and Roland exchanging glances. He doesn't even have time to wonder, What was that about? before Lilith is asking to see the charm.
It's his turn to look at Maya, chewing on the inside of his lip nervously. But-- she trusts them. And Peter trusts her, so--
He moves toward Lilith as he's rolling up his sleeves -- first his coat, then, his shirt -- revealing the chain wrapped around his wrist. The pendant hangs there, the chain threaded through the loop over and over, as many times as he could manage, (because Ravager instincts are hard to suppress, as is Ravager paranoia). ]
[ "Wasn't planning on it," Lilith offers dryly. She tilts her head, inspecting the pendant with sharp, yellow eyes. That's when Maya pipes up: ]
I was wondering if there was a way to cast the binding on Peter directly. But if that isn't an option, we need to strengthen the amulet itself.
[ "I can't promise anything, but Roland might be able to call in a few favors. You're going to owe us, though." ]
Whatever it takes, Lilith.
[ Lilith nods, and Roland offers that they're free to stay in Sanctuary for as long as they need- he'll make arrangements for them to have a room within the headquarters. They were free to take a look around, and Roland would let them know if they've found something. ]
[ Peter keeps his mouth shut and his expression neutral during the exchange, but he doesn't like the sound of owing anyone anything. Bad enough they've got who knows how many people breathing down their necks, but having to be indebted to someone on top of that?
But Maya trusts them. He trusts her -- her judgment and her word -- but he'd be the first to admit that he's a paranoid bastard, despite it all.
He waits until they've left Roland's office to let any of his doubt show through -- and even then it's only with a slight frown. Still, he forgets about his emotional connection with Maya, and he doesn't realizing he's been broadcasting it from the moment Lilith said the word "favors." ]
"Whatever it takes"? [ He repeats it quietly, uneasily. ] Are you sure?
You dislike owing someone. [ It's not a question. She can feel his unease, his doubt. ] Even if we found a capable enchanter on our own, they don't work for free.
I would rather owe a debt to my sister- someone I know and trust- than a complete stranger.
[ He doesn't like feeling as though Maya's pulling his dead weight around, but now's probably not the best time to unload those deep-seated insecurities. ]
Just don't like feelin' like I owe anyone anything. That's all.
Yes, I am well-aware of that fact. [ it was hard to miss, but she's hardly annoyed by that fact. He was allowed to hate the cold, since he had no choice but to experience it ]
That's the cardinal rule a Siren must never break- never fall in love. It's not something we really expect of one another, even if we have done it ourselves.
[ He senses some of it, her resolve, and he's-- honored by it, really. And that's a new feeling by him. Maya seems to be the center of a lot of his new experiences. ]
Hey, we should probably make the most of this break, right? Anything you wanted to do?
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Another part of him thinks, Shit, sorry, Maya.
A third part of him thinks, She still can't read your mind, dumbass. It sounds suspiciously like Maya.
He's mostly quiet as Maya explains their situation, only interjecting a comment here and there. Mostly they're explanations or clarifications on Ravager operations, what their standard procedures are. (Sometimes it's strange to think how a band of mercenaries has such predictable code of conduct, but Yondu always did like things his way.)
When Maya gets up to-- recent events, Peter pretends to be occupied with examining the room. Mostly he just doesn't want to see their faces. Sure, he was in good company where demonic heritage was concerned, but while Maya and Lilith were still oddly human, Peter can't shake the feeling that his other side was stripped of everything that made him himself, that he became a monster.
He turns back as Maya's finishing up, just in time to catch Lilith and Roland exchanging glances. He doesn't even have time to wonder, What was that about? before Lilith is asking to see the charm.
It's his turn to look at Maya, chewing on the inside of his lip nervously. But-- she trusts them. And Peter trusts her, so--
He moves toward Lilith as he's rolling up his sleeves -- first his coat, then, his shirt -- revealing the chain wrapped around his wrist. The pendant hangs there, the chain threaded through the loop over and over, as many times as he could manage, (because Ravager instincts are hard to suppress, as is Ravager paranoia). ]
Make sure not to touch it.
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I was wondering if there was a way to cast the binding on Peter directly. But if that isn't an option, we need to strengthen the amulet itself.
[ "I can't promise anything, but Roland might be able to call in a few favors. You're going to owe us, though." ]
Whatever it takes, Lilith.
[ Lilith nods, and Roland offers that they're free to stay in Sanctuary for as long as they need- he'll make arrangements for them to have a room within the headquarters. They were free to take a look around, and Roland would let them know if they've found something. ]
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But Maya trusts them. He trusts her -- her judgment and her word -- but he'd be the first to admit that he's a paranoid bastard, despite it all.
He waits until they've left Roland's office to let any of his doubt show through -- and even then it's only with a slight frown. Still, he forgets about his emotional connection with Maya, and he doesn't realizing he's been broadcasting it from the moment Lilith said the word "favors." ]
"Whatever it takes"? [ He repeats it quietly, uneasily. ] Are you sure?
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I would rather owe a debt to my sister- someone I know and trust- than a complete stranger.
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[ He shrugs, a little helplessly. ]
Should be my debt, that's all. My problem, right?
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[ He doesn't like feeling as though Maya's pulling his dead weight around, but now's probably not the best time to unload those deep-seated insecurities. ]
Just don't like feelin' like I owe anyone anything. That's all.
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It'll be okay. I promise.
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[ He falls quiet for a moment before reaching out to grab her hand. ]
So. Sounds like we might be here a while, huh?
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It looks to be that way. It's certainly better than being on the run from crazed wizards.
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[ A thoughtful pause, then he adds emphatically, ] I hate snow, by the way.
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We could almost consider this a vacation.
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Yeah. We better enjoy it while it lasts. Knowing our luck, a dragon's gonna swoop in with some kind of army of basilisks.
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I-- yes. Let's hope for that.
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What was your read on Roland, anyway?
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It's a big risk, isn't it?
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[ She believes with every fiber of her being that this is right, and she wants him to know she has no doubts. No regrets. ]
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Hey, we should probably make the most of this break, right? Anything you wanted to do?
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Well. I mean, we could just wander around for a while, then, while we've got the luxury of really big walls and soldiers guarding the main entrance.
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